I want more than a ring,
That might weigh me down.
I do not need a confirmation,
Of love. Continue reading “Independence”
Everyone says it will get easier once you ask for help. Maybe for some, but my journey has not been smooth, it is a stormy sea that endlessly hits me. It feels good to finally be able to reveal all your problems to a professional. Then you tell another. And another. It is exhausting. Continue reading “Being Helped”
It is interesting to see how people kill each other. Slowly twisting their knives, through love and affection. Is that truly the normal college experience, or is our fictional hell a reality. Has the devil scattered his demons and stripped the youth of their conscience. Continue reading “Preface”
They had always told me to fear death, he was a hard truth that no one wanted to face
Some were even too scared to fully embrace life
But not I.
I embraced the eventuality of death, she was not something that I feared
Just a sacrifice to live life
So I did. Continue reading “Innocence in death”
A lot of people share their self love or that they could only love someone once they learned to love themselves, but often it’s the struggles that we forget. The struggles that made us human, and made us alive. Continue reading “In Love With My Crazy Beautiful Life”
I just wanted to thank-you for always being there for me,
For knowing everything about me,
Understanding my dreams and aspirations,
Understanding my fears and weaknesses.
I thought you were sympathetic, empathetic.
You were able to turn this against me
Turn our friendship into pain.
I never realised, how the happiest of memories could fill me with regret.
How they could squeeze my heart, oozing pain through to my fingertips.
They were beautiful at the time but they bring hurt now.
The wounds have been opened, but they were not evident before. Continue reading “Memories”